The goblin
is my relationship with
Cannabis

I’m Lu.

I’m a Cannabis addict, I call my addiction “The Goblin”.

For 15 years I went though life under the influence of this little daemon.

It has been fun but sad. I had richer experiences while my neurons were giggling, but I also didn’t live to my full potential because the side-effects of Cannabis. For 15 years I acted childishly and didn’t realize much of my potential.

This is a collection of essays about my experiences and relationship with Cannabis. I hope this journey will be therapeutic; I hope I will finally accept my sober self; I hope one day I will write about how I didn’t consume Cannabis for 1 year. I hope it happens, and if it doesn’t it’s no disaster either. Life is still beautiful, life with the Goblin is just little bit less bright.

Joys and sorrows

— 5 years of war for sobriety
— I detest smoking Cannabis
— One day at a time
— The first time I meet the goblin
— Lessons from reading Atomic Habits
— Blue Monday
— Traps!
— I’m re-entering upper atmosphere, and the Goblin hates it
— The weakest monster in the dungeon